Lousy Discipline~

To hell with the early nights and no supper promise! how do people actually sleep early and refrain themselves from even having night snacks!??! i really wanna lead a healthy lifestyle but it just seems impossible! damn it~ what's the trick behind it? Someone help me! guide me to the correct path! =s

The only thing i'm happy about right now is that Spain is leading 3-0 against Russia! woo hoo go Spain!! all the way!! (: the rest all sad thinkings.. having duty tml, hopefully can have an early night and good rest, am still not sure what i'll do for saturday, hopefully HQ dont do last minute stunt on me, or else bo bian suck thumb gotta go do the escort thing.. gao wey, gao gao~

Went for the orientation today, overslept till about 12pm! and the thing starts at 9am.. -_-! was thinking about not going for it since i'm late and will be damn outcast, but in the end still went as i just wanna take a look at my probable future projectmates. seems like i didnt miss out too much on the morning session, all the groups just did ice-breaking session and some hero finding stuffs, since the theme of the orientation is zeroes to heroes. The ice-breaking thing didnt seem to work very well for my group as i can feel the "ice" within the group is still rock solid, harder than diamond! i'm not sure whether its me or is it a curse, but everytime i'm in a group for some camp or activities, i always get those not enthu at all group members! it happened for the SHG june camp, happened again today! freak. then me like a siao ding dong jumping around trying to have fun~ but at least we had a great OGL, not really sure what it stands for, but they are like the in-charge for the group, one of the OGL, her name Adeline i think, wow! super energetic and hilarious! all her actions damn cool!! woo hoo!! another OGL, Ena, was a great sport too! fun to have them around.. We played station games, had cheers, had quite a bit of interaction with everyone, seriously its almost exactly like the SHG june camp, just that now i'm the kids and the OGLs are the volunteers!! =) overall i would say the orientation went quite well, nothing special or especially fun for me to remember on, so i've got nothing much to blog about it also. Boring case! Next! oh.. anyway my main objective was just to take a look at the people, turn out disappointing la, i'm worrying for my projects le, jia lat!! not that i'm terrific la, but the thing is there's not much bonding, well, have to wait and see i guess, school starting next week! one more note, none of the ladies over there are even near Joyce's calibre! guess my worry about me being distracted by the ladies is rested with ease, not that they cmi, just totally not my type. lucky? anyway can really concentrate on my studies le.. sure pass with soaring colours! =D

Anyway, i think right now i'm not really ready for a relationship yet, i feel that i'm not mature enough and i think there's alot more to concentrate on in life even if you're not involved in a relationship, i'll just take it easy, it will come when it's time for it to come. or maybe its just that i've not met the right one yet. c'mon ladies! time to step over the right rather than always walking on my left side! =)

Arrr... many more things to blog, but now already 5am le, gotta go sleep for 1 hour, or else tml gonna die again. argh. disturbing. pui. kns. gao wey, gao gao!

Fattydevil

Thinking Too Much!

Before i login to blogspot, i had sooooo many things in my mind that i wanna blog about, then after this window appeared, realised that i dont know where to start and now sure what to blog about, guess i'll just blog whatever i can remember and and in no order at all, just blog anything that comes to my mind! =)

I'm not gonna blog out everything that happened in my life since the last time i posted an entry here, given my long-winded character, i'll never finish plus i'll forget some details or events and i hate that feeling. =s

Am watching wimbledon tennis now, was actually planning to sleep early today, because for the past week, i've been out every night and sleeping at earliest 3am everyday. Super unhealthy and bad for my body too, i almost went out tonight as well, but promises were made so i've made up my mind to try my best to keep out late nights. (:

Went jogging last night with Wendy, a volunteer i got to know from shg, she's sporty, quite tall, manly(thats what she said herself, which i dont agree at all), mature, egoistic, pretty-looking, and intelligent lady. i'm sure there's still alot more that i can know and correct about her, we'll see.. Anyway, last night suddenly got the strong feel to go running, guilty and horrified just by looking at the amount of fats deposited at my waist area, never seen such HUGE love handles before!! must run!! the first time i ran with Wendy, i ran all the way from my house to hers which is located at bukit batok, near the bukit gombak MRT, took me about 25minutes of non-stop jiehao full blast turbo running, which can be quite slow la.. This time round Wendy said she wanted to warm up running a bit first, so she suggested that we just run the path and jog together once we cross path. She ran damn fast la, i only ran till the fire station then i saw and ran with her le, along the way i saw a number of eerie things, then we ran towards the junction of brickland road and bukit batok road then turned right towards brickland road, thats the new route thats connected to many parks, wanted to try it out. Wasnt too bad, the route is quite a lenghty one, the ground is flat and most part of the route is straight, fun and easy to run. The further we ran, the more Wendy get worried as she wasnt sure where exactly will the route end, or maybe its because its getting late and im right beside her.. We're actually quite near to yew tee where tracy is currently living in, so decided to jio her out for some kopi.. Tracy made us walked all the way to LOT 1!!! freaking far plus Wendy and me was planning to run back after that.. Reached home about 3am, bathed and fainted to sleep, too tired!! s=

Today Zixiang jio me go running, really felt like going, but in the end didnt because i dont wanna push my old body too hard, plus my body still aching from ytd's run. Tomorrow i should be meeting JiaHong for late dinner and some catching up since he went in for ops for nearly a week. Thursday i will be meeting Alvin Tay Su Su and some former sec classmate for some ktv, attendence not many but i guess its the effort and company that counts! Just now a lady named ShiNuan called me, she's from SIM, wanted me to join the orientation day this thursday from 9am to 6pm, she aad play games and interact with future classmates.. hopefully can go la.. =) Friday i duty!! Saturday alot of things coming up, there might be army stuff, as the people from taiwan i think are coming back, guessing they might be asking me to go, making full use of going to ORD personnel.. there's also a BSLC gathering leh, very long never see those guys liao, zhun zhun hold on a saturday, most probable wun be joining them le.. then there's also Jasmine's event, she's hanving trouble getting help and i'm thinking whether can assist her or not.. but then there's also the SHG sentosa activity, which i really wanna go because can play volleyball!! Ai ya, the boat will go straight once it reaches near the bridge la.. anyhow~ (: This sunday morning i'm going to have tim sum breakfast with my family!! then after that they plan is to go seletar reservoir's bridge for some walk, looking forward to it, haven't been going out with family for dinners or outings, time to enjoy some family time!! :)

Talking about this SHG group that i've joined, its actually a sub-unit(army term) from CDAC, called the Supervised Homework Group! i'm in the Jurong SHG, CCK or Bukit Panjang dont have such centres, must be not much kids around, only got alot of old people, there's actually a old folks home just 5 minutes walk away from my house! Gao gao.. anyway, the SHG happens every saturday from 2pm to 5pm for kids aged 10 to 12. Normal activities will be helping out with the kid's schoolwork, teaching them and guiding them to the enlightenment of learning! that will normally take up a couple of hours, after that will be throwing some ball time, generally some games!! must teach the kids not only you must study hard, must also include time to play hard too!! But its slightly different for Jurong SHG as we believe that teaching and guiding should be left to the teachers or tutors only, nowadays job hard to get ar, dont go around snatching people's rice bowl.. so we have the ABLE programme, Ability Based Learning Experience, every week volunteers will have to come out with interesting and interactive activities for the kids so they can have hands on experience or experiments and hopefully get some knowledge from there, be it academically, morally or spiritually! =) knowing all those kids really is really fun, making me look back at how irritating, hyperactive and fun i can get when i was young(or maybe now also), plus the volunteers themselves are a fun bunch, totally glad i joined, another beautiful phase of my life.. but i'm stopping soon for a couple of months because my schedule from SIM totally clash with SHG timing. freaking zhun! but rest assured, i'll be back!! d=

Went for a volunteer course last saturday, was thinking maybe they will teach us how to guide the kids better or things that we should or should not do. In the end it's just some talk by some random people, guessing they are also from one of the sub-unit from CDAC.. the first talk was quite boring, just like teaching us how to understand ourselves better, not that bad, came to know alot more games for me to play when i get back! nice~ then second talk was quite interesting, its about dyslexia, not sure whether i got the spelling right or not, but its about a illness that prevents people from having the freedom and ease to read easily, something like the brain blocking or whatever with some frequency and you have to wear some coloured specs and your condition will improve. i remember reading from somewhere that LKY also suffered a condition like that.. interesting~ must really observe the kids and get help if they really got that condition, irlen or something like that.. damn confusing la.. =s after the talk, volunteers from other centres joined us in a inter-centre captain's ball match.. super fun! i tried to run as much as possible because i really need to exercise, alot of things happened la, Tracy came up with lots of plan to stop me from defending, when she cant even get out of Jin Han's defending.. Of course she cant really stop me!! muahahahah!! Then alot of name calling also, guess all of them think i'm the player of the moment thats why they all decided to name me player! Dont want face!! =s There is this particular girl who i think is damn cute and sporty!! wow.. now the in-thing in JieHao's perfect world is sporty people!! cute will always be there definitely!! dont think anyone will notice as as my skill of observing people is quite powerful and i'm quite proud of that!! damn motivated after everything! even till now! woo hoo~!!! after the games went for a dinnerless dinner before everyone went back for their own activities.. then i realised i forgot about my car keys!! damn it.. had to trouble alot of people to get that keys back to me before i send YiTing, Rong Hui, Rong Huang, Cindy back, all from Jurong SHG. But being old people, of course we're not gonna let that evening go to waste! Rong Hui, Rong Huang, YiTing and me went to a nearby coffeeshop for some drinks after we sent the always buay-on Cindy back! Felt really good to have that session, hopefully there's more to come!! =)

Ar.. its 3:42am now.. defeats the purpose of not going out, still a late night! damn! must really sleep early tml! hopefully.. promises are made, i've made up my mind.. Sleep!! Thinking Too Much!! :)

Fattydevil