Lousy Discipline~

To hell with the early nights and no supper promise! how do people actually sleep early and refrain themselves from even having night snacks!??! i really wanna lead a healthy lifestyle but it just seems impossible! damn it~ what's the trick behind it? Someone help me! guide me to the correct path! =s

The only thing i'm happy about right now is that Spain is leading 3-0 against Russia! woo hoo go Spain!! all the way!! (: the rest all sad thinkings.. having duty tml, hopefully can have an early night and good rest, am still not sure what i'll do for saturday, hopefully HQ dont do last minute stunt on me, or else bo bian suck thumb gotta go do the escort thing.. gao wey, gao gao~

Went for the orientation today, overslept till about 12pm! and the thing starts at 9am.. -_-! was thinking about not going for it since i'm late and will be damn outcast, but in the end still went as i just wanna take a look at my probable future projectmates. seems like i didnt miss out too much on the morning session, all the groups just did ice-breaking session and some hero finding stuffs, since the theme of the orientation is zeroes to heroes. The ice-breaking thing didnt seem to work very well for my group as i can feel the "ice" within the group is still rock solid, harder than diamond! i'm not sure whether its me or is it a curse, but everytime i'm in a group for some camp or activities, i always get those not enthu at all group members! it happened for the SHG june camp, happened again today! freak. then me like a siao ding dong jumping around trying to have fun~ but at least we had a great OGL, not really sure what it stands for, but they are like the in-charge for the group, one of the OGL, her name Adeline i think, wow! super energetic and hilarious! all her actions damn cool!! woo hoo!! another OGL, Ena, was a great sport too! fun to have them around.. We played station games, had cheers, had quite a bit of interaction with everyone, seriously its almost exactly like the SHG june camp, just that now i'm the kids and the OGLs are the volunteers!! =) overall i would say the orientation went quite well, nothing special or especially fun for me to remember on, so i've got nothing much to blog about it also. Boring case! Next! oh.. anyway my main objective was just to take a look at the people, turn out disappointing la, i'm worrying for my projects le, jia lat!! not that i'm terrific la, but the thing is there's not much bonding, well, have to wait and see i guess, school starting next week! one more note, none of the ladies over there are even near Joyce's calibre! guess my worry about me being distracted by the ladies is rested with ease, not that they cmi, just totally not my type. lucky? anyway can really concentrate on my studies le.. sure pass with soaring colours! =D

Anyway, i think right now i'm not really ready for a relationship yet, i feel that i'm not mature enough and i think there's alot more to concentrate on in life even if you're not involved in a relationship, i'll just take it easy, it will come when it's time for it to come. or maybe its just that i've not met the right one yet. c'mon ladies! time to step over the right rather than always walking on my left side! =)

Arrr... many more things to blog, but now already 5am le, gotta go sleep for 1 hour, or else tml gonna die again. argh. disturbing. pui. kns. gao wey, gao gao!

Fattydevil