Mornings are the best!

Good morning Singapore!! woot! feels really good to be awake during mornings! but.. its bad when the reason is because i haven got any sleep ytd.. =s once again.. i've ventured into the world of sleeping irregularities.. am gonna die so young.. but at least i'm trying to kick my habit of smoking.. so far so good.. no side effects or whatsoever.. as expected since i'm not a heavy smoker, just a social one, all along.. =p

Gonna go have breakfast with ah Ping later.. ytd we celebrated our 8th month together! many more to come! =) later in the afternoon i'm going to Yakult factory for a tour! my buyer behaviour project is going to be on Yakult company, so my group thought that it'll be a good idea to go down and get some idea on what exactly are they doing.. expecting lots of free yakult later! hahahah! cheapo! ;p

Oh man.. just lost lots of fake money on texas poker.. sad sad.. really into that game recently.. even went online to see how other players play! pretty insightful game.. i'll say its more of guts and acting skill.. but its not really applicable for online games because the money is fake.. would love to try out on the real game! =)

I'm going to India this coming October! Rohini is getting married!! woo hoo! so excited for her.. still remember the time when she was so stressed that she broke down in front of me.. wanted to help so much but of course i knew that i was totally powerless in that kind of situation.. got the shock of my life when she broke to me the news that she was getting married, somemore in the middle of crossing the road! can u imagine the shock i got?!?! nearly got mowed over by the auntie pushing cart.. LOL! really was very sudden, and for marriage, i guess many people will agree that rushing into it will be the last thing you wanna do.. but its seems so much like they are made for each other, they are waiting for each other to appear in their lifes.. their chance and opportunity at it.. =) really really happy for her.. =) and i've already booked the ticket to fly over! still unsure how i managed to dig up that kind of money for the trip.. guess i'm gonna eat bread when i'm at India.. hmm.. i wonder whether they have Breadtalk over at India.. Four Leaves also not bad.. best if they have Old Chang Kee (OCH) la.. fishballs!! my lecturer once made a joke out of the fishballs.. he said that he was impressed at how OCH (not Old Changi Hospital ar!!) managed to become a listed company and ventured overseas just by selling fried food.. he was again impressed when he saw an OCH outlet when he was travelling at New Zealand.. he said the first thought that might come to a ang moh's mind when they see the sign for fishball will be.. "wow.. fishballs?? the fish must be really big to have balls then.." LOL!! what the crap la.. good joke.. =s

Actually suffering from slight dizziness now.. nauseas too.. darn.. later gonna drink more yakult! okok.. blog more another time.. go bath and meet sweet, innocent, cute, simple, beautiful ah Ping now! LOL! =p

Fatty van Devil

I Dont Get It At All!

Oh damn!! i'm sleep deprived and trying to do my project right now! and the worst thing is that i have no idea.. TOTALLY NO IDEA on what kind of research and content the topic demands! i am officially lost.. =s can someone.. or something (Since its the 7th month) come and give me some directions on how to do this freaking assignment?!?! i dont really wanna disappoint my group members, though i know they can help and they are good, but i wanna make some contributuons! hahahha.. plus i'm pretty pressured by this group.. got 2 members freaking chiong-ster!! as in they chiong projects! not clubs! if they chiong clubs, at least i'll be able to join them and do good.. but chiong projects??!! goodness.. but i reckon they are a very good stepping stone for me to learn how to properly manage my time for doing projects.. =)

Body clock.. once again.. haywired.. slept at 9am ytd and woke up at 8pm.. aiyoyo!! why why why?! just a couple of weeks again i was sleeping in at 11pm and waking up at a healthy 9am! pretty satisfied with myself and for a moment thought that i was gonna live longer since i'm living slightly healthier and now this happens.. KNS..

Okok.. now must go think of something for the project le.. if got time to blog, means i'm wasting time.. =s

Happy New Year!!

Happy new year and Happy lunar new year to everyone!! hmm.. though its a bit late for all the wishing, but.. better late than never right?!?! =p hope everyone is doing fine and well and will stay that way for a long time to come!! =)

School started for me.. that means projects, projects and projects!! damn it sia.. now thinking of the WIL project.. really headache.. dunno where and how to start?! dont get it at all! ai yai yah!! =s and the worst thing is the day of submission is next monday... and this week itself full of gatherings, going relative's house, meeting Jean Marc and friends, meeting Sandra and the tennis peeps, going for a dinner with dad's friends... dunno how to find time for project also.. plus recently all my bad habits coming back.. smoking, sleeping really late.. mindset gone case.. =s

Well.. at least my life is back on track, everything seems to be back to normal, confident enough to say everything is over and its a new start all over again for me.. so have to cherish whatever i have! =) this lunar new year have been pretty good for me! collected lots of ang baos, more than any other years! the economy not hitting that hard yet, am expected coins in ang baos next year.. hahahh!! good things happening for me too! overall it seems like this year is gonna be a darn good one for me.. all i wanna concentrate on now is my studies and social life, am gonna make everything work! yes i can! woo hoo~!!

Went for alot of lunar new year gatherings this year.. Met up with the SHG peeps last saturday at hong xin restaurant, they are known for their tim sum, but decided to try out their dinner cuisine since the boon lay raja restaurant i usually dine at received very bad online ratings.. though i still think the service and food there is good, but better to play safe, scar li the level of service and food there dropped faster than the stock market then that's gonna spoil the evening.. =s reached about 8pm after fetching Jia Hong(Keith), Sharon, Hui Ping(Isabella), Cindy from many places.. Jason, Terrance and Phillip were already there when we reached.. seems like everyone's got christian name now, Jia Hong got his from his previous company though he never use it anymore, as for Hui Ping, dont think she has one but thought one out for her.. was thinking of piggy or shorty, but i dont wanna kena any beating from her so better give her a nice temporary one.. thought i dont think she would have hit me la.. since she's such a nice, lovely and cute girl.. LOL!! =p i have always thought Isabella is a beautiful name, am gonna name my daughter that for sure in the future.. hahah!! back to the dinner.. the uncle who served us, totally impatient and rude!! he was standing at the side waiting for us to decide what food we want, then got impatient and asked us to write down what we wanted ourselves instead!! wth~ first time kena this kind of service.. am pretty pissed off.. luckily the service of his colleagues were fantastic and the food was good and pretty cheap~ the prawn roll and american duck recommended.. told my mum what fish we ordered and she told me the fish is selling at $1 at wet markets.. feel like kena cheated!! goodness.. =s after the dinner no one had any idea on where to go or activities to do together so all went home in the end.. i went to play MJ instead! dont need to sleep!! =)

Went for basketball gethering too.. i'm not into any basketball team or what, just that i always go ntu to play basketball with Jasmine ma, and her friends joined us because they are having hall games and need to practice, so i just chap one ka in and play with them.. they are all females anyway, and my height really came to good use! hahahha!! easier than play with guys, i'm not good anyway, so playing with them sort of balanced the level of play.. =) they are a super fun bunch to be with! will always laugh like crazy because we will always suan each other gao gao.. their mouth's 'sharper' than mine!! =) for the gathering, we went to Yu Huan's house for bee hoon and curry plus some card games lor.. met up with Jas first before making our way down together.. Elephant and Miao Hua came late and didnt know which floor Yh stays at so elephant shouted Yh's name from the groundfloor!! super loud! luckily Yh stays at the 3rd level, so we managed to get stop elephant from screaming after 3 times.. think the elephant name really suit her.. LOL!! Zi Rong, Rebecca, Ah Bun, Wan Jun were there too.. played blackjack with all of them and i lost like siao, obviously being the ONLY guy there, i had to be banker la.. but i was super duper suay, they didnt bet big, but i lost alot.. =s guess it must be the overpowering 'yin' energy, my poor little sheep energy drowned somewhere in the 'yin' energy.. =s but still had a great time with them.. cant wait for the next basketball session.. planning to get my revenge then.. LOL!! =)

Now i'm feeling really blessed and happy.. i hope this kind of feeling will last for a long time to come.. i really dont want to feel the way i felt late last year.. it was really hell.. luckily i got connections with the heavenly gods now.. i'm going to haven!! =p

Ah Bui~

Slow..

Finally!! my results are updated and i passed all my modules! woo hoo! was kinda worried why it is taking this long to be updated.. heard there are some who already got their updated results last week.. the idea of really failing floated in my mind for a couple of days, though i was really confident.. =s but now everything is settled le! phew... =s

Really cant wait for new year to come! seems like sucky things cant seem to stop happening to me.. just today i received a summon that i dont even know how i kena! wth lor.. the summon put careless driving.. haiz!! i'm just adding a new entry into my already very colourful book of summons.. all kinds of summon i kena before, now only left the speeding and the dangerous driving ones.. i really hope they dont come.. must refrain from driving until new year le..

Got a friend who just went to hong kong for her CO event.. so jealous!! damn it.. how i wish i can go hong kong again! i really love the cold weather there.. i dont mind living in 10 degree condition everyday.. no money so i cant even go to malaysia.. actually cant even make it to east coast.. no money for petrol also.. i need a part time job! the property job isnt looking good at all.. =s luckily i'm a no-life guy.. so everyday stay at home i will also be very happy! =)

Christmas is coming very soon! actually, its already christmas eve! wow.. alot of gatherings and things to buy.. headache.. dont know to get what for my dad too.. i'm thinking a shirt will do.. will decide again, though his birthday is tml.. LOL! maybe i can just get a ribbon and tie it to myself then give him! best present ever! but scared he say dont wan.. =s going for dinner with family tonight, tml morning meeting friends for gathering.. friday morning meeting friend to go ikea.. i'm the driver lor.. but dont mind since i also wanna go out walk walk, go ikea and hopefully the christmas feel will get to me.. sat got 3 gatherings.. dunno how i'm gonna die.. will have to sort it out to perfection.. sunday got something on too.. cant remember what le.. jia lat.. =s

Last sunday went for cousin's baby first month celebration, just a simple affair at the concord area near her block.. after that went to another cousin's house to sit sit, walk walk, talk talk.. i couldnt mix into any group becoz i'm too in between le.. all old pple or else too young.. in the end i went to play basketball with my 4 nephews and nieces.. 2 girls both 6 years old.. 2 boys, one 7 and the other 8 years old.. at first was quite fun throwing ball with the boys then realise the girls were just sitting there bored out with the maid beside them.. so i went over and asked them what they wanna do.. "play catching!!" was the first answer back.. i was the catcher and the concept is like the freezeman game.. must freeze the 4 of them and the playing area was the basketball court since there's no one else playing.. it's impossible to catch them!! darn it.. they must be future usain bolt and erm.. not sure who is good at running for the women side.. =p i only managed to freeze the 4 kiddos once and that was after much planning and cornering.. =s really fat liao.. run a bit only cant make it more le.. =s

Think i'm not really gonna live for a very long time.. look at my lifestyle.. it'll be a miracle if i can live beyond 40.. was still thinking of living till 88.. i think that's not possible.. now i got a more realistic aim.. i'm not really that greedy.. all i'm asking is to live till tml will do.. =) ok.. now is 730am.. time for me to sleep le.. =) good 'night' to all!! =) merry new year!

Ah Bui

Beginnings..

i've never wanted the new year to come any sooner before, this year really had been.. not good.. the worst! i've never experienced so much awful stuffs in a year before and the best is they all come together almost at the same time! testing my mental strength? i think i'm almost on my brink le.. stop it man.. i wonder if i can take anymore hits.. enough is enough le i guess.. let this year begone and new year will hopefully means a new beginning for me.. definitely things will still be there but at least its like a stop point somewhere, even if not a full stop, a comma i also happy! anything just to stop all the things from happening to me anymore le.. i hope all the sufferings are done.. maybe i'm just not destined to have a simple life.. =s

Maybe i'll look at it from another angle, its just training for myself to be stronger in the future as i dont think i'll face anything far worse than what i've faced this year alone.. but i believe everything happens for a reason.. hmm.. nvm then! i'll take every blow life gives me and take it like a man! muahahahah! like that i think i wun live beyond 40.. =D

Just recently i wrecked my car, smashed the whole rear windscreen and once again dented a small part of the roof.. everything happened so fast till i had no time to react, i dont know how to react.. i felt very guilty, felt that i've disappointed my dad once again, his beautiful car is destroyed by me again.. luckily there's Sharon and Kelly there with me all the way, actually dunno is lucky or not leh.. =p no la.. i'm super blessed to have them by my side, or else i would really had been in deep shit.. that night after driving to a service centre at crawling speed, i walked around my car for 2 hours while trying to think up of a way to explain to my dad.. i decided to tell him the whole truth and was prepared to feel the whole wrath le.. haha.. i lun and lun until 7am then i call him.. at first my dad thought it was a normal dent back area accident until he knew everything.. =s

The following conversation all happened in mandarin
"Dad, i crashed ur car again.. i'm really sorry.."
"what happened?!"
"i reversed into something and the whole rear windscreen is shattered"
"*in WTF tone* why everytime like that?! how the hell u drive like that everytime?!?!"
"I'm sorry dad.. i really am.. it was all an accident.."
"Haiz.. what to do?! ai ya.. forget it la.. you just drive the car back then.."
"But.. but.. dad.. the whole rear windscreen is shattered.."
"Huh?!?! the rear windscreen?!?!"
"Yeah dad.. the rear windscreen"
"The back glass?! THE windscreen?!?! the back windscreen?!?!?!?!?!"
"*very softly* yeah...."
"*in WTF tone again* WHAT?!?!? so where are you now?! i go find you!!"

After that he came straight down and saw Sharon and Kelly there too.. think he give me face never take a knife and stab me then skin me alive straight away la.. hahahha.. surprisingly never scold me AT ALL sia.. i super shocked.. thought after Sharon and Kelly left i'm gonna die le but still alright leh.. very strange.. in the end my mum told me a secret about my dad while he's smoking! then i came to know the reason why he not angry le.. LOL! my dad is SUPER DUPER CUTE!! love him to the max la.. i better not write about the secret here.. it's just how my dad view me la.. =s LOL! =s then i promised to go temple and pray after that becoz of the accident and my suay-ness for the past few months.. but i didnt go the whole of last week.. jia lat.. this week i quite suay.. must be becoz i broke the promise to go this week.. next week must go!! =) anyway the whole thing cost my dad $450! =s Sharon said she wanna help with the payment too! =p

I received back my results from RMIT le.. i was very very worried for History of Management Thoughts.. but in the end.. i failed Employment Relations instead!! WTF?!?! i couldnt believe my eyes when i saw the results! shhit man.. there must be a mistake is my first thought.. i straight away emailed the australia course coordinator about it! wa but till not still no reply from her sia.. what the hell lor.. then i couldnt take it le so i called SIM lor.. then they told me there might be missing marks and will get back to me asap becoz apparently i'm not the only student who's calling in regarding failing the ER module! wtf the uni doing sia! =s i'm pretty confident i wun fail the module lor.. damn it.. i'm sure there is a mistake.. so my final results shld be.. 2 DI and 2 CRE.. not bad not bad.. quite satisfied considering i had to jaga studies and army during the early part and adapt back to studying after 2 years of rest.. =)

I went for my cousin's wedding on the day i received my results.. was feeling super disturbed and pissed at the results.. the car was done and ready by then too.. dad drove my down to the service center to drive the car back home.. felt much much better at the dinner.. all my relatives were there, catching up session! but i'm super stress because almost all my cousins brought their bfs/gfs along! crap la.. LOL! so in the end i went to play with all my nephews and nieces! they are so damn CUTE! then my aunt all started to ask me when's my turn.. i told them 10 years later.. hahahah! sui sui 10 years later i will get married.. =)

I went for Kelly's brithday part at St. James.. super fun! first time been there and i really like it! i'm guessing its the company with me la.. =) many many things happened and i also found out about lots of other stuffs! goodness.. i had really ALOT of drinks.. was feeling kinda down as it was just a day after i received my results and i havent call SIM then.. =s but i never got drunk until i got home! i managed to send the 3 pretty princesses home before my body called it a day.. my mum complained that she could smell very strong alcohol just by opening my door to my room.. i think it's the determination to get the 3 girls back that kept me going.. LOL! next time go drink must always have a plan to send someone home le.. =) that weekend itself i came to know alot more stuffs about my friends.. i know i can do more for them and that's what i'm gonna do!! Sharon here i come! LOL! Jie Jie wo lai le! ;p

All those incidents i've mentioned above just forms the ice tip of my true whole fucking problems.. hahahha!! imagine what i have to go thru! =s recently the love love thingy came up to my mind again.. my conclusion.. if i can get over you.. i can get over ANYONE! but the thing is.. have i gotten over you?!?! hahahha.. that i myself also dunno.. but i think somewhere there le la.. =) maybe Sandra will say no.. dunno to believe her or not.. but she's the closest to anyone that can ever understand me.. but still.. ai ya.. think so much also no use! LOL! ;p

Now early morning 6:30am le.. going to rest le.. going to face all the challenges that's dragging me back and also those coming towards me! =) take care all.. smile!! =)

Fatty Ah Bui

I need.. Sleep..

Was up the whole night, am afraid that i cant wake up in time, need to wake up at 9am to prepare to go send flowers! my new found part time job, i'm a flower delivery man! just passing time i guess, pretty interesting too, send to many different places to different people.. so far i've only delivered flowers to either schools or aunties.. waiting for the day when i'll see a pretty lady infront of me and see their smile.. that will be nice i think.. =) later i'm gonna go to 5 different places.. busy day, am gonna be so damn tired.. now i'm already pretty tired, dunno how i'm gonna survive thru the whole day.. hahahah..

Went for salsa ytd night, fun!! must really write down what i've learnt and practice more! i went to buy lunch the other day and guess who i bump into? my salsa teacher!! goodness, what coincidence, he just stay 2 blocks away from me! i believe this is a calling for me to be a salsa master! hahahh.. just started on a new course, new class, new 'classmates', quite a number of interesting characters.. they are all working adults over there, i'm the little boy in the group.. =s i went for the social night thingy last friday, eye opener! really saw lots of good salsa dancers and they can really moovveeee.. totally no confidence in myself and ended up not really dancing but just looking at others dancing is pretty nice.. it's not really expensive anyway.. $5 only.. still can afford that.. pretty jealous, wanna jump to their level straight but i dont think i can, even with lots of training, but you never know unless you've tried.. =)

Missed a couple of archery lessons due to the weather and wrong timing of make up class.. anyway confirmed not gonna continue after this course as financially i'm just now there, i dont even wanna spend the money on a pair of dancing shoes, to think i'll spend close to a grand for all the equipments.. =s maybe in the future when i'm earning enough.. think Jia Hong is gonna stop too.. too bad.. there goes our elves journey.. it means now i can make it for volleyball sessions with SH's friends! i think volleyball is pretty fun.. alot of teamwork and communication involved.. maybe can put more time into yoga! there's another slot for yoga in the afternoon from 5-6pm every sunday too! same instructor.. hmmm.. thinking..

Oh man.. i'm really tired now, eyes closing.. argh! today is gonna be a bad day.. =s i miss the past, i really wanna rewind my life back and live it again.. other than some idiotic decisions here and there, its really been a perfect life for me.. cant ask for anything more i guess.. everything happens for a reason.. =s at the same time i also want to fast forward to my future! either rewind or fast forward.. when you dont think of your past, your problems are the present that might spread to the future.. when you think of your past mistakes, you enjoy every present moment and look forward to the future.. so should we think of our past or not?! when you're in control of things, you might just mess it up and spoil everything, the whole picture will be like damn big and damn near to you that you dont have space to breath.. when you're not in control of the situation, you think of perfect solutions and either wanna guide or teach the other party or else you'll curse and swear at the other party who cant think the same way as you do.. so should we want to be in control or not?! can we even control that in the first place?? =s everything happens for a reason..... and there is a reason for everything that happens.. same meaning?! hahah.. =s i'm really, really, really really down on my luck nowadays.. my life is crumbling right in front of me and i cannot do anything! my vocab very limited, maybe things are not as bad but i dunno how to use other words to describe it.. hahah.. perhaps.. perhaps.. perhaps that's why i'm thinking so much, or else it's because i dont have enough sleep! =)

Am going to bathe now, maybe will perk me up alittle i hope.. another busy weekend made busy by myself.. LOL! =) will come back and post more weird things soon.. =)

Fattydevil

Changes

Its really dark outside now, maybe due to the fact that the corridor lights are still not on until 7pm.. raining pretty fierce now, it was still looking good during the early afternoon, then suddenly everything changes.. lightning and thunder! rainy season i guess, spoiled my fishing plan ytd, and also the plan for archery later as well.. hope not.. =s

Haven't been feeling all that good nowadays.. no particular reason, just the feel.. changes.. the only thing constant now is change, how everything can be so different in just a matter of months.. really miss alot of things.. missed quite alot too.. =s well, cant turn back time, and i believe everything happens for a reason, be it good or bad, we have to take it and hopefully look on the positive side of it.. how one event can change the whole outlook of that person's life, change his thinking, his perception and everything is amazing.. changes also make you look back and appreciate what you have in front of you now, so many things i realised i've taken for granted for so long, my family, my mum, my dad, my brother, and many many friends.. but nothing is too late i hope, the only thing is whether i'll have the chance.. there's still so much in life that i've not experience and understand.. =)

Having my holidays now! plan to slack it off, relax and see what happens.. either gonna be very eventful or slightly peaceful.. hopefully is slightly peaceful lor.. but nobody know what will happen in the future so just let it come i guess.. =) results i guess wun be that nice, just wanna pass la, please let me pass!! =) hopefully i can sell Cheryl's condo by then, my property life is really taking a downturn, something like the economy.. discipline is required and i have none of that! =s am still in the archery thing but i guess i have to stop after this course as personal equipment is needed to continue further and its gonna cost a cool $900+, dont think my fnancial status will allow me to do that.. just have fun for as long as possible.. yoga still as fun la, i really look forward to every session, very soothing effect, makes me empty my mind totally and feel at peace inside out.. i like and miss that feel.. =)

Pretty much more involved with salsa nowadays, they are a fun bunch, new friends for new course, too bad Tracy couldnt join me, all because of a crazy reason i think.. LOL! i totally didnt see that coming, everything was pretty much a blur.. in the end got a scolding from Sandra for being too insensitive.. women are all crazy creatures, dont disturb them, they bite.. hard.. =p well, at least everything is cleared up right now, which is good because i think Tracy is worthy of a friend, and i've lost too many friends this year alone.. freaky.. not that they die la, just not friends anymore.. darn sad.. this new group of friends from salsa, they are the working adult bunch, i'm the little boy in the group, can u believe it, little boy! hahahh.. and we're an international group too! i'm the only chinese and worse of all with bad english in the group now.. =s improving nonetheless.. LOL!! =s cool people and i'm guessing the group is gonna get bigger as we go! all pretty ladies too! well, i guess handsome guys and pretty ladies do get along.. =p hahahha!!

celebration for Roh's brithday
Am going for the archery class now.. practice more! =) hopefully i'll get to come back more often to update more on my boring life.. =s good luck to everyone on everything.. smile as usual and always.. always look on the positive side of things.. =) oh! before i forget,
Happy Brithday to Phyllis! =)