It's all in your mind..

Told Sandra and Ling that i'm gonna make a comeback in blogging! so must try and blog more! anyway i've got so much things to say everyday, life is really full of excitment and fun! everyday also got happening things going on, maybe a few days at home then boring la.. but why not go out even if alone? just go walk walk, observe and u'll see another side of interesting life! =)So much happened recently, am gonna hiong everything out tonight! woo hoo!! =)

Talk more about this year brithday celebration.. first of all, THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!! really really really appreciate all the efforts you guys all made.. super lucky to have known you guys! =) thats why i always say, there's nothing much to complain about in my life, i cant ask for any better le.

Well, if i never remember wrongly, the earliest celebration, one of the most surprising one too, is with Shu Juan, Janice and Jia Ying!! wow.. they were the last person i thought would remember, not even celebrate my brithday with me! Shu Juan contacted me the week before that, rare chat as she's always busy, then she asked whether is it that my brithday is coming! so happy she remembered! she said she forgot the exact date but knew it's coming le and suggested that we meet up one day to have dinner together! 7thAugust08, we met up at AMK ave 3, opposite mayflower sec, supposed to dine at the famous crab bee hoon is it? i dunno the title of the dish la, but anyway, when Jia Hong and me reached there, saw the shop front and realised that it was dark, at first i thought the electricity stopped or is it that they are famous because they provide this kind of ambience.. romantic dinner.. but.. with crabs?!?! crap la.. later will choke on the crab shell instead lor.. turns out it was closed for renovation! so zhun.. darn.. till late sept if i never remember wrongly.. so we went to the crab king's cousin coffeshop, just beside only.. i never had anything from the crab king before, but the cousin side not bad la.. altho very expensive! $160+++ gao gao!! wanted to treat them but they dont want.. =s Shu Juan said that the original crab king ones are better! hmm.. sure to go and try out the real king crab after it reopens! after dinner, when we're leaving for ktv, the three girls gave me a present! wa~ even more shocked.. already very happy and appreciative that they remembered and came out to have dinner with me.. i received a Levi's T-Shirt! woo hoo! though now a bit dirty because of Tracy.. but i'm gonna wash it clean! =) ktv session super tiring la.. cant continue singing after first song le.. i suck at singing! darn.. hahahha.. sang till 2am, treated them this time round.. everyone cannot make it liao, no night life la they all.. weaklings! muahahah! sent them home and that marks one beautiful day of my life.. =)

The next day, friday, met up with Deng Si, army friend, from SSC.. yeah.. i know his name is damn strange la.. the first time i met him, i asked him straight, "how to pronounce your name ar? cant be Deng Si(wait for death) right?!" hahahah! then he gave me that disgusted look but told me his name is pronounced Deng4 Si1, then both of us clicked real well, must be because we're hardworking, fun-loving and professionals at work! muahahah! had another funny encounter with a funny name, happened almost a year ago, was at BBDC with Cheong when he wanted to book a slot at one of the station, then the person before us forgot to take his receipt, we took it and got a shocked with we saw that person's name.. Xie Hong Gan! what the hell?!?! why would anyone name his child this name?! goodness, i cant imagine what kind of teasing he's got all his life.. poor guy.. somemore his name it's my favourite word! everytime say! anyway, back to the main topic, met up with Deng Si at about 7pm for the F.I.R. concert! woo hoo!! had the $168 seats but paid cheaper for it.. first time went to a concert leh, and its not bad, pretty entertaining, Deng Si's friends were also there, all of them 19 year olds.. whenever F.I.R sang, they will wave lightsticks with the beats, then when they sing a super high song, they will stand up and jump with it too! damn.. really young people sia.. of course i joined them! at first a bit pai say la.. but slowly the mood got into me and i'm just in it too! hahaha! super fun la.. they are superfans of F.I.R.! next time there's a concert i'll definitely go again.. =)

Next day, saturday.. hmm.. think i stay at home that day, like nothing special, oh~ i woke up in the afternoon i think.. played mj with Sandra, SoonPeow and his friend after the F.I.R. concert, played 30/60, was actually winning quite a sum, then lost all of them at the last round.. thought i defenitely win everything that i'm gonna play nowadays.. because as the logic goes, qing chang si yi, du chang de yi!! maybe that SoonPeow friend's qing chang more jia lat than mine.. LOL!! poor guy.. hope he dont kill himself.. muahahahah!! ;p sat night went out with family to have dinner!! birthday celebration for me! dinner was good!! maternal grandma gave me a BIG ang bao! woo hoo! ;p she no money liao still gave me that much.. love her! =) celebrate with the nation la.. never got to see any fireworks though.. will catch it someday somehow.. =) then half-way thru the dinner, Jasmine called, jio me go chiong.. was pretty surprised, she dont look like those that will chiong.. chey! in the end is at ShaoHua's house chiong alcohol la.. wa.. second week in a row i'm drinking liao, the week before that drank with some volunteers, kaoz.. totally wasted.. shouldnt have drank so much.. didnt know my purpose of going there to drink also.. LOL! anyway, reach ShaoHua's house at around 1am, actually should reach earlier but because i had supper with Tracy before that, so drag a bit here and there la.. Jasmine, ShaoHua and one of their friend already there liao, plus ShoaHua's mum.. wa.. she really hot mum sia! never seen a more happening mum before! really like her.. =) we played daidee, then loser will drink lor.. damn.. the whole time is only the 3 of them drink, i only lost once.. i warned them beforehand liao, i surely win one because of the logic again.. =) the only drink i had was the one i poured myself at the beginning, Jasmine and her friend gone case after a few drinks, ShaoHua total knock out la.. LOL!! cannot make it lor.. in the end i super sober then went home 5am..

Sunday morning was supposed to go one of my shu shu house to bai bai my ah mah.. but i too tired le sia, so didnt go.. ah mah i'm sorry!! i just thought that going over with a tired mind will be more disrespectful to you! okok.. actually, i've not spoken in person to my ah mah before.. think she passed away even before i was born, then i think my ah gong passed away when i'm damn young la.. i think i got one photo of my dad and mum in front of his grave, one of them holding onto me, then we're showing respect to ah gong, i was smiling in that photo... -_-!! no wonder until now i still cannot find gf.. ah gong angry with me.. lol.. no la.. joking la.. my ah gong will bless me.. i hope.. =)that sunday afternoon whole family went down to the farmart to walk walk fish for prawns and have dinner.. when we're there, saw an event going on, bird competition!! eh not bad leh.. quite nice, got titles like most unique bird, most beautiful, 1st 2nd and 3rd prices too!! took photos too! nowadays i keep on having my camera around with me, just in case got something interesting to capture can take straight away! but no battery i also bo bian la.. anyway when we went for prawn fishing, cant believe it.. the king prawner(i'm the king la.. the uncle over there say one, not me! =p) at the last visit didnt score a freaking shrimp this time! damn.. i really dunno why.. i will try again!! *determined* =s dinner ok la.. kampong chicken, stingray, horfun, the usual lor.. wasnt feeling good because i failed at prawn catching! =s

Hmm.. jia lat, i totally forgot what i did on monday le.. OH! i think i went to the national library to try to do some research on my ER assignment, met up Cheryl Betty for lunch before that.. then took public transport down! i holland sia.. damn, i take public transport also can holland sia.. i thought that will only happen when i drive.. -_-! first time i went to a library to do a research for something! shows how much commitment i put in for my studies previously.. should have go and get to know friends who regard library as their second home! then i will also join them and excel baby! the whole research thing sucks la.. nothing much there also.. went to Bukit Panjang and CCK and JE library too.. nothing la.. haiz.. met up Tracy for dinner then go home slack.. =s

12/08/2008- I've always thought that birthdays are nothing for the one who's having the brithday but rather to the mum and dad of that kid.. to me, just another day, maybe a good day for excuses to meet up some friends or do something nice la.. like a designated day to have fun with you.. i thought my mum and dad will be more proud of this day because they will be thinking, "oh man! it's already been 22 years since i put up with this kiddo who seems to be doing nothing but making me angry and sucking up all my money! what an achievement! let's go celebrate, with him!", or somewhere near that line la.. didnt plan to go out at all that day because i had a test the next day and assignment due date coming soon and i'm not even near done.. anyway, alot of people sent greetings to me.. really grateful to them for remembering my birthdate.. =) some surprises and disappointments la.. although i know i shouldnt expect in the first place, but still.. it Sandra leh!! what the hell.. how could she had forget my brithdate!??! hahahah!! total shock, the shock level is like 10 out of 10... =p ok la.. understand that she's very busy with work and everything.. it's ok actually.. it's really nothing, she called me first thing in the morning the next day and apologised profusely even though i've told her its alright le.. somemore got msg also.. LOL! was hoping Cheong would remember too.. was hoping that someone would remember too.. but too bad there was no msg la, it was done thru msn instead.. damn.. shouldnt have went online during the early hours.. LOL!! all efforts appreciated! thanks to all! =) hmm.. went for class in the morning, then met up Cheryl Betty during the afternoon for lunch, again! she jio me for this lunch very long ago le.. she wasnt sure whether it was my birthday because of the reaction i gave her when she asked me out! hahahah!! and she gave me chocolates! woo! special sia.. never seen them before, cant bear to eat them at all leh.. maybe one day.. when i'm very hungry.. we went to teck whye first, then after that we went to her new house along the stretch of Bukit Batok road.. she haven move there la, but already got keys and only got some things there.. so the place only the 2 of us, so it's HUGE and felt good!! wa.. DAMM BIG la!! climb the stairs until gao gao! the top level is the best la.. like a small garden, definitely gonna visit her more often after she move in! muahahahha!! watch out Cheryl Betty! =p then after that i went home, met up Jia Hong and Zixiang during the night.. Zixiang gave me ang bao.. -_-! every year like that.. LOL! thanks anyway.. walk walk at the pasar malam then we suddenly had the thought of learning archery again.. the last time round didnt happen because think we're unsure la.. this time like very determined! went to the CC, straight away joined the Passion card member! fierce! we're serious this time round! steady la.. met another strange name, this time is the counter lady, Patsy, i think she was totally confused by the three of us because we kept playing and joking around.. =) went home after that to study, couldnt get anything in, was still having stupid thoughts.. but what a day, it was supposed to be one of the most beautiful day.. well.. it didnt happen, and i believe that happening of the didnt happen happens for a reason.. =s the future is unpredictable and that's what i like about it.. =)

Wednesday i went for school in the morning, was late for the class! had to sit all the way at the back of the lecture hall because it seems like everyone went for the same class! both class A and B, even the lecturer also stun.. he damn funny guy, love all his lectures! then this girl came in slightly more late than me, sat beside me, i forgot some notes and she shared hers with mine! friendly lady! had a small chat with her during the break, her name, Roseline, know a new friend liao! she's previously from CJC, she's taking marketing as her specialised module next sem too! she said we'll form a group as her friends all one module faster than her like mine.. so now i think my marketing group project mates will be Farhana, Vats and probably Roseline! and the module will only start half a year later! hahaha.. so i'm thinking confirm will change one la.. =s anyway, she continued to sit beside me after the break, saying going down to her friends there ma fan.. so shared notes with her again! really thankful.. hahahah.. then she didnt understand some topics i guided her sia.. repay her goodwill liao.. LOL! after lecture, went to study for the PM test, didnt get to finish studying the whole thing! damn it! luckily the questions that all came out i saw them before de.. or else i'm gonna regret for a long time sia.. should be able to score la.. after the test met up Jia Hong and Zixiang again to finalise the registration for the archery course, miss strange name Patsy was there too, together with her ever suan-ing colleague yun! kept on wishing me happy birthday and asking me what i did during my birthday! =s

Next day was normal lor, went to school for a full day of lesson, then at night chiong ER all the way because it's gonna due on friday.. i didnt sleep the whole night, had a one hour nap before chionging all the way until friday afternoon 6pm! fierce! i hate assignments! totally tired.. never had any lunch! think i anyhow crapped my assignment out.. not gonna score, hopefully i pass.. haiz.. disappointed sia.. thought i would be doing alright.. damn.. not gonna let that happen again! i promise! after handing in the assignment, met up Jasmine, Josephine, Shaohua, and Cheong for dinner at Bugis for my birthday celebration! they even more power, jio me like 2 weeks before liao.. respect.. LOL!! had dinner at some japanese restaurant, lousy la.. thought most jap restaurant will be good.. they surprised me with a cake and a present! a wallet! thanks! really nice wallet! =) wa.. then the same old tradition la.. one mouth finish the slice of cake lor.. i almost did it.. LOL! damn.. ice-cream cake leh! what u expect?! brain-freeze after that.. we wanted to go TCC after dinner to slack, budden both the TCC there fullhouse! darn it.. so we went back lor, sent all of them back, last one Josephine, she stay bedok! not really that far actually.. anything for Jospehine! ;p after that nothing to do liao, cant think of anyone to call out since i'm already at bedok, went to bedok reservior to walk walk alone, eh.. not bad leh.. quite nice.. another place to consider.. =)

Tracy jio me go club that night.. didnt want to do at first, but she told me she's going double O.. hmm.. heard alot about that place but never went there before.. so was very tempted to go there and take a look, even though its late le.. thought about it and decided to chiong home then take bus down.. i missed the last bus! haiz.. bo bian took cab down.. everytime i take cab, the uncle sure talk about army stuff.. and hearing the way they talk about it.. i'm pretty confident that Singapore is gonna win any and every war we're gonna be in.. they talk ma chiam they are rambo like that.. all super fit and training super tough and how they are tough too! this particular uncle a bit different, he is a slacker.. always AWOL and got into alot of toruble.. but he always got away with it because he had a secret with one of his superior.. i dont wanna say it here, later i kena charge for saying things online.. scared.. hum ji.. just ORD dont risked it.. so if there's anyone who is actually reading this and wanna know.. call and ask me bah.. =) reached double O le, saw Tracy, she introduced me to all her friends and cousin.. nice people there, some really care about Tracy i can see.. especially Lucas and Audrey.. and her cousin Marisa.. the drinks over at double O like free one like that!! wa.. they kept on buying and treating then drink and drink lor, Tracy super high when i'm there.. i just wanted to take a look round.. it's nice and fun!! because miss Tracy wanted to smoke but cant be in possession of any cigrettes, i went to buy instead.. cannot finish them that night, i really chiong liao, think i had more than 10 sticks that night.. crazy.. finished the last stick last night.. took a walk around the neigbourhood and finish them! =) the only bad thing about double O is they close too early! damn.. 3am++ only.. waste my money.. LOL! then Tracy's friends all wanted to hop to another club/pub/bar, so in the end they settled for nana bar.. walked all the way there.. no cover charge la.. it's a thai bar there and got live band there.. hot girls dancing around.. but i was busy dancing with Marisa instead, LOL!! i remember most of it as she tries to teach me tango and salsa.. tango seems real difficult.. Tracy's friends opened a bottle of chivas there.. then we all drank like crazy there.. think i went over the live near the end, vomitted after i alighted from the cab back home! =s third week in a row i drank alcohol liao.. was damn high until i dunno i msg-ing Marisa or Tracy towards the end.. LOL! but that night wasnt that bad.. quite fun.. though i still think Marisa looks nothing like Tracy's older cousin.. still cant believe it.. =D and she's quite cute and good looking too! =p

Reached home 6am reeking of alcohol smell, at least that's what my mum told me la.. LOL!! told her i very tired and wanted to go sleep le.. woke up 12pm, had a mild hangover.. =s went for SHG as usual.. this session not bad.. fun! the kids had to do a skit about the story they changed from the folklore weeks before.. for my group, Benjamin was the narrator, he's really smart! Kenny, Boon Neng and Jadie acted in the skit.. that Kenny and Boon Neng really hard to control.. buay ta han.. but getting better le i think.. haiz.. must really understand them then use different method to settle them down.. Boon Neng was more participative this time round.. improvement! Kenny was the usual loud but at least this time round he listened to me more compared to other times.. Jadie i felt she's more relaxed and open with me being around.. she used to be very quiet, dont reply my qns, only a nod, a smile or laugh everytime.. improvement too! steady la.. more please! hahahah! our group did quite well for the skit though we missed out on some details, i was like the director, fun! proud of them! *claps* after the SHG session, went to kopitiam with the other volunteers for a birthday celebration for Kai Xiang and me! got birthday cake somemore, though i had to carry it myself la.. =s what the hell lor.. LOL!! ;p really happy and thankful to have them as friends.. though that day quite a number didnt come.. but still! fun! =) went to play mahjong with CK after that.. he jio me, saying he short of one ka.. will be playing with his sister and cousin! what the hell?! family outing ar!? hahaha.. at first a bit worried, but since he said we only playing 20/40, plus given CK's character, dont think he'll wanna cheat my money la.. ai ya.. at most also can only cheat 50 bucks? plus i'm confident i'll win.. because of the logic! i should be doing good nowadays! =) then in the end i really won gao gao sia! super on form that day.. treated them to supper.. home sweet home! =)

Woke up 12pm++, late for archery class! but the class a bit dry la.. only theory.. boring.. i wanna shoot! LOL! budden i think it's still important to know all the basics and foundations.. so listen all the way lor.. next week then shoot! cant wait.. class ended 3pm, chiong down to Jia Wei's baby Ryan first month celebration! woo hoo!! saw loads of old friends there! had a great chat with them.. saw Chew Ling too! hahahh! that girl.. super surprised to see her at the N.E.X.T. challenge the other time.. she jio me go night cycling with people at her CC! i was thinking.. not another night cycling!! LOL! but of course i said ok la.. hopefully she remembers to contact me.. =p then after that celebration of Ryan's one month, i went down to Jurong Point to meet Sandra and Ling for mine and Ling's brithday celebration! had dinner at Billy Bombers.. chatted with them.. Sandra really power.. she always seems to be able to knock some proper sense into me.. i dont get it sia.. she makes it so easy and made everything feel so smooth and easy, made me felt stupid i had my thinkings earlier on.. haiz.. i dunno what i'll become without her.. Sandra the best! =) though we never meet up so often le.. not even telephone calls.. but i really hope our friendship will carry on forever!! =) after dinner went to watch movie, money not enough 2! eh.. it's not as good as i heard it is lor.. everyone told me to go watch it, say it's damn good and everything, i think it's not good leh.. other than a couple of funny scenes plus touching moments.. nothing much le.. boring.. went home to slack, called Blackie Ariel up to chit chat.. it's really strange, i dunno why but she's the only one that i feel that i can chat with her forever.. really super talkative the both of us.. it's always fun chatting with her.. chatted till about 3am+++.. =s

Today went to school in the afternoon to meet Daphne and get her HMT textbook because i need it badly! was called back to school by miss Meng Choo because i forgot to attach the cover sheet plus marking sheet on my assignment! haaiz.. blur king.. =s then on my way back, saw Fai Ming! oh man! hahaha.. had a long and good chat with him.. sent him to CCK station before home sweet home! mom cooked hokkien mee today! hmm.. not bad, altho a bit dry.. but still nice~ mum's cooking the best! =)

Hmm... okok.. think i'll stop here for today.. i calculated, i typed more than 4000 words today! fierce! and i struggled with the 2000 words essay! damn.. LOL! too much too much.. will update soon again! now it's already 3:25am.. body clock cocked up le.. =s

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