Endless Worries

Realised that i constantly have something to worry and think about everyday, all the time, is it just me or it is the same for everyone else?? but there are also moments when i have no problems or any issues to worry about, i feel a sense of satisfaction for solving all the problems, thats when i'll just smile and enjoy the day as it comes, normally that kind of situation dont last long. =s

During army trainings, sometimes i'll be outfield staying overnight, i'll be laying on the ground on my back, watching the sky as time slowly pass, thousands of different thoughts racing through my mind at the same time, then slowly, i'll just think of nothing but watching the star-filled sky, thinking of nothing, taking a step back from all the things that happening around me, all the army 'sufferings', worries, and just enjoying every moment till i slowly drift into sleep. this moment also wun last long because the turn out will happen soon and everyone will be on alert mode. =s

Congrats to Sandra for completing her studies le!! must be a tough time, she damn clever, hopefully can learn from her, get the same or better results, and also maybe get her projects and notes if i choose to study the same course as her! LOL!! of course there are still many people who are working hard to excel, good luck to all!! hahahh!!

November's schedule is damm good! hahahah.. planning to go gym more regularly because i'll have more time as the competition is starting and their will be flying off soon! and time to get back some sleep! really very tiring, must get more sleep! ok, now im going to sleep! nights!

Fattydevil Lok